As soon as I saw this photo challenge of the week, I just got really excited. Love. My favorite topic of all time. I am honestly surprised when it hasn’t been chosen before (after all, it does play a huge role in everyone’s lives). But choosing just one picture was hard. There were so many picture I could choose from: pictures of my family, friends, significant other… But I finally settled on this one.
One of the most important types of love is the love for oneself. Today, I’d say I’m comfortable in my own skin. I’m proud to be Crystal Leung, a young woman taking on New York, 1000 miles away from home. But I definitely haven’t always been this way. I have never had serious self esteem issues, but there are always days in which I could have used some confidence. I’m not the most outgoing person. When people first meet me, they’d see a shy, quiet girl (that’s probably a little awkward). And I have always been very self conscious of how I act because I’ve always feared that I’d turn people away. I’d try to dispel labels of “shy” and “weird” by trying to act the opposite: outspoken and cool. Whatever I thought “outspoken” and “cool” were, anyway. But I don’t know why I cared so much. It stressed me out when I didn’t get the reactions I wanted. There were always quotes and morals of stories telling me to just be myself, but I never fully understood the meaning behind that.
I stumbled across this quote on Instagram and it opened my eyes. Deep down, I was just afraid of rejection and being made fun of (who doesn’t?). But by accepting myself for who I am, I don’t need to hide behind a fake persona when I first meet someone new. There’s no need for a lampshade because the light is beautiful by itself. Here I am. And if you don’t like me, well, I’m not offended. It’s your loss. 🙂


















